Woman in blue and red bikini wearing brown sun hat and sunglasses

2020!!! Was nothing good to write home about it was really hard on me, as a fashion model am used to outdoors it seems just like I was in been locked away being alone was not longer an option but a necessity but the lake view was always my saving grace I could remember going there sitting alone breathing in the fresh air and taking some nice shoots with that I felt relieved and a bit relaxed but my deep sorrow feeling of been trapped and unhappy situation returns as I get back home .